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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

huaaaaaaaaa!!! pagiee td abg aku baru masok camp.. adush.. sedey laa... mula2 dr umah, aku maintain je.. smua happy2. aku, abg azmi, kakak, suhana & felicia antar kan abg nur ke camp dia. bonda kebetulan tkleh ikut coz she's on facial mask n at e same time dia tgh mabok muntah2. probably b'coz of e minyak utk slimming dia.. haha... kesian dia..
nwe, kitorng berangkat dlm kul 7.45am dr umah.. aku maintain.... relek.... one corner.... kat dlm bus, aku bagi felicia chance to sit wif abg aku. ye la.. paham2 je laa kan.. aku duk dgn na. aku create story sket juz to avoid frm being sad sambil dgr mp3 aku... bila dah sampai kat bustop dpn camp, it was 8.10am. abg nur plak kene report by 8.30am. so... it was still early to get in... abg nur decided to relek2 kat bustop dulu. spending his last time merOkOk! haha. and also spending time wif us... relek2... bual2... tgk time dah kul 8.25am... hmm.. abg tgk aku. aku tgk dia. haha. same2 takot.. aku pon rase mcm nk kene masok camp gituh. boley rase ape abg aku rase. noe why?? coz.... aku pon dah pernah alami nie smuaaa.... haha. time aku kat klantan tuu haaa.. time bonda tk ikut balik sane. aku gi sorng2.. haaaa.. lagie jauh tuh!! haha. nwe, cut my crapz out~ kesian tul tgk muka.. layu je... den dia let out his hand. dia kata.." sha, salam aku..." aku pon salam dia. den kucup kat pipi dia.. he den hug me tight. we both in tears. gosh.. aku tkleh carry tul aa time tuh... sedey laa sgt.. eventhough i tried to stop my tears running out. degil tul air mata nih. huehuehuehue... nk tubik jgak.. den, we headed to the main gate. bila nk cross tu, abg aku panggil aku.."sha, mari cni. pimpin tgn aku" den we crossed the road 2gether. by the time, i kp myself relek.. paisey laa kalo mat2 cd smuaa kat gate tuu nmpak aku nangis.. mcm mane aku nk elak pon, aku terdgr satu mat ni kate " waaa.. one already sedey..". what?? talkin to us uzzit?? aku tgk kiri kanan tkde org selain dr family kitorng. n at dat time, aku sorng je yg muka sedey. hahaha. paisey nyeeeee!!!!! aiyooo.. mat2 nih tkleh tutup mulut kaa... aku buat slumber je laaa.. jalan trus.. diri sblah abg azmi.. pastu, sampai kat tmpat registration, abg aku gi register name dia while we got to sit kat tmpat well-whishers n parents. tgu punye tgu, mcm2 org aku nmpak. haiz.. smoga Allah lindungi abg aku slalu... i tried opening up stories juz to avoid frm my tears running out.. haiz... paisey2... sket2 ade jgak tErRrjatuh.. haha. den, ade touring program. hmm.. tgk kat screen je.. juz to let us noe wat r e cd kids r doin.. den, bdak2 same badge dgn abg aku kene angkat pledge den followed by natinal anthem. haha. nasib aku masih igt national anthem. lame laa jgak aku tk dgr national anthem spore.. yg aku dgr, mesia nye je... sbb slalu on IKIM.fm pilihan utama... haha. ape2 je lah~ lastly, we got to bid last gudbye dgn abg nur time dia dah line up accordingly.. abg nur kene group C. hmm~ gud luck bro.. time tuu, aku tk braniee dekat dgn dia coz, i noe wat will happen.. heheheh.. so, aku act mcm biase.. but, time tuu.. fuyo... felicia banjir terusss................... haha. aku plak yg kene pujuk dia. aku relek... hati aku sbenar dah banjir jgak. lagi sket air mata nk tubik. tp relek aaa... byk tul org kat ctu. mcm mane pon aku kene tahan air mata dr tubik. haha. dan aku b'jaya... kuikuikui.. last bid, seeing him walking dwn e lane to their hostels wif his platoons... adush......... juz felt like fainting at dat moment. heheh. tp maintain aaa.. pastuu... kitorng pon balek.................................*sobz*

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inilah gambo abg aku time duk sembang2 kat bustop. tk cr bro...~

lps zuho, bapak aku antar aku n na to geylang. hmm.. anak angkat bonda dr mesir ada kirim barang kat kawan dia to smpaikan kat bonda. umah dia kat geylang. sblom zuho dia dah called. bonda suruh kitorng gi umah dia to collect e benda. haiz.. aku dah kepenatan dr camp (bukan penat ape.. saje kepenatan emosie.. heheh). nk tk nk kena laa jgak go.............. nasib bapak aku boley antar.. pegi balek aku tertido dlm kete. hmm.. smpai umah, mak aku tgh tido. so i waited for her while chatting wif my darling... hmm.. release tension sket. heheh. lps chatting dgn dia, bonda pon bgn... when she open up e gift... woW............... it was an arbaya... greenish-black. cantek jgak laa..

kebetulan pulak hari ni besday abg sedara aku.. haha. hapi besday boy~ dah pon 19thn bdak tuh. dulu time kecik2, aku, abg aku n yan(abg sedara aku), main same2, gaduh same2. heheh. sweet old memories...

anyway, dis is e end of my entry for today...... bye...................

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 8:00 PM