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Thursday, July 28, 2005

gettin weaker beb.. tp masih leh ngadap com! haha. got to fight dis flu!!!! aaaaarrrrrrrrgggghh!~ bengang kepala aku dibuatnye.. hingus pon meleleh non-stopz........ huaaaaa. confirm lps nie aku nk tido aaaaa..

last 2 days was na's besdae. ahaha. dpt pon jgak makan cake 2gether. dat nite aku n bapak aku gi beli cake. hmm.. mocha-chocoalte maybe? coz it taste like dat. den e nxt day, yak dtg... dia kasi na hadiah.. wahhh~ cantikk sehh beg tuu... yak!!! aku pon nak aaaa!!! hahaha. juz kiddin.. smalam aku gi bayar bill kat S.A.M. ahaha. baliknye terus beli nasi lemak. fuyooo~ lapar giller aaa. srapan kul 1 lebey~ haha.

ni laa gambar time besday na. can see our fingerz?? 18!!! ahaha.

haiz.. aku ckp pon dah tk betoy dah. ahaha. mcm junk all over~ hmmm.. nwe hopefully got to chat wif my darling dis weekend! hehehhe. hapi lerrr.. okayz!~ nk tidoOooO!!

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 10:15 AM

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Monday, July 25, 2005

yeahhHhh!!! finally!!! got to renovate my 1st blog which is http://belaianhati.blogspot.com
hahaha. been waiting 4 so long!! saket jgak mata memandang yg dulu punyerr. tiap kali nk baca chatterbx mesti tk clear... ahaha. kalo skrg............. JENG JENG JENG!! best aaa. video pon boleh tgk dgn jelas. kuikuikui..

td pagi hampir aku tk boleh bgn. haiz.. penatz tul~ smalam byk berjalan.... nwe, lucky my darling called. hehehehe. kalo tk, confirm overshot sampai kul 7! ahahaha.
plannin aku n na 4 todae is to search 4 jobs again. hehe. kene laa usaha lebey sket. insyaAllah dpt laa tuu. nk saving2 nih. tau nk buat ape? laaa.. bkn nk kawin.. blom lagiee.. kwang3.. nk buat pembelajaan skola beb. try to be independent. cewahhh!!~ ahaha. tp kalo tk leh nk independent, tkpe mintak je makbapak aku duit. muahahahaha! bertuah punyaa anak. ahahaha.=P
aku tgh tgu na bgn niee.. dia sdg membuta dlm bilik aku. hahahaha. oooiiit!! bgn laaa!!! hahahaha. confirm terkejot dia..

abt yesterday, sunday, hmm.. class hafalan aku nie ade 1 new student. she's 20 yrs old. oklah jgak. hopefully boleh laa aku saing dgn dia. hehehe. she's waitin for her graduation cert diploma. hmm.. she must be very smart man! bolehh laa nntie aku minta tlg dia dlm bab A-maths aku ni sket. kuikuikui... lagipon dia stay somewhere choa chu kang jgak. ahaha. tk jauh mane laaa.. oops!~ aku lupa plak nk tanya name dia!! hahaha. appeerrakk! bebual punya laa rancak! nama tarak tau plak! ahahaha.
nwe, lps class abg aku dtg fetch aku. aku pikir tkde org fetch. aku tgk cuaca mcm dah nk ujan lebat. tiba2 abg aku sms aku, dia kate dia tgu kat dpn mejed. wahhh!! so happy~! mcm anak datok! muahahahaha! beranganz~ den, lps zuho, abg antar aku n kakak gi urutz. wahhhh~ sedap sehh... semankin sakit badan akuuuU! ahahahaha. its juz e strain here n there. not used to it yet.. kuikuikui... balek nye.. lepak2 same family... den lps maghrib dah get ready to send abg nur to camp...*sobz*.. but yesterday, kawan dia tumpang kete ayah skali. so aku duk dpn aa dgn ayah. den abg azmi, abg nur n kwn dia duk kat blakang. hmm.. oklah jgak masa dia turun kat camp tu. tk laa nampak wajah dia sedihh sgt. maklumlahh ade member... ahahaha. i juz show him e support. abg boley!~ ahahaha. sampai umah, sambung crite ET skejap. ahaha. pastuu.. bebual2 dgn suhana smpai tertidoo.... ~the end~ kwang3...

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 8:12 AM

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Friday, July 22, 2005

haaaa.. sementara tgu baju2 aku dibasuhkan oleh bestfren aku iaitu..washing machine... ahahaha. meh aku nk crite2 sket. been two days aku tk crite kat blog ini.

okay 1st thing 1st, last wednesday which is on 20 july, aku n na finally got to go to mejed assyafaah n arraudhah. hmm... both e same results. currently there's no jobs available. but they'll give a call bila ade tmpat kosong. so, altogether we've been 4 mosques... al-khair, assyafaah, al-iman, ar-raudhah........ smua e same responds.. tkpe aaa.. insyaAllah kalo ade rezki tk ke mane jgak.. on monday we planned to c'tinue searching. insyaAllah, hopefully okehh je smua..

pastu, on wednesday tu, igtkan mlmnye nk gi swmming... haiz.... tk jadik plak. kakak kene ikut abg azmi kasi balek vcd. ahahaha. kakak kate mase kat shopping cntre tu, abg azmi felt guilty coz tk dpt bawak aku gi swmming. kuikuikui... aku no hal... but den, nasib tk gie.. time aku tgh duk main com, tiba2 je kaki kanan aku saket. hmm.. mcm cramp gituh. tp tak tahu aaa. aku pon tk pernah rase cramp. heheheh. but aku predict dats cramp aaa. lps isyak, aku online dgn darling aku. sambil chat dgn darling aku, aku juz relek kan kaki aku ni aaa.. saket2 laa jgak.

nxt day.. thursday... hmm.. aku duk umah je.. tk kluar mane pon. pagi2 dpt laa sambung chat dgn darling aku. gonna miss him online coz he's not goin to be online for abt 2 wks!!! huaaa!!! tkpe laa.. dia bz dgn permulaan jadual class dia. got to arrange things properly. nwe, all da best to u darling..... then, lps zuho aku cari bahan2 utk blog aku utk di upgrade kan. hahaha. tkde keje cari keje aaa. lps asar plak, aku kemas umah sket2 vacum n clean stuffs. kul 6 tgk hafazan kat tv 1. hehehe. garang tul aku tgk bdak pompuan yg last tu. hehehe. mcm aku kot nntine? kwang3... time maghrib, lps aku amek whuduk, aku nmpak kakak aku tgh main peek-a-boo dgn winky. dia chakk.. baa.. chakk.. baa.. dgn si winky. pastu, aku ape lagie... aku pon "bAaaAaah!!!" kakak aku dari belakang! hahahahaha!!! terkejot beruk trus dia!! mcm2 dia melatah. hahaha. mak aku dah tkleh carry. gelak non-stop. nasib tak terbegik tgh2 makan. hahaha. ini laa kes bdak2 tkde keje. hahahaha... lps maghrib lak, as usual... aku plak yg kene hafalan.......... hahaha. planning nk baca dua marqa' dis sunday dpn ustazah. insyaAllah!

okayz, as 4 todae... planning aku plak nk abishkan kemas2 kain baju aku ni. mcm gunung uhud dah! muahahahaha. tkdelaa... kepala aku tgh serabut aaa.. so things around me gettin messed up! b4 its tOooOoo mess up, baik aku kemas sket2 dulu. pastu aku nk teruskan upgrade blog aku n nk post crite yg lama dah terpendam dlm hati aku kat blogdrive nntiee.. insyaAllah! kalo ade mase, aku post in entry itu. check out my blogdrive~ okayz, better get goin for now~

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 8:45 AM

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

haiz.. hari niee planning tergendala laaa... igt nk gi mejed arraudhah n assyafaah. but end up cancel coz ujan e whole day. tp tkpe aaa. best laa jgak. ujan kan suatu rahmat... hehehe. aduii.. rindu plak aku kat abg aku.. mesti dia penat giller lps trainning dia. haiz.. kesian tul kat dia.. tp hari tu sblom dia balek camp dia kata he'll be comin bck in 2 wks time. but dunno confirm ke tak. sedey~ 2ndly, aku rindu plak dgn si dia...*sobz* nk buat mcm mane? relek one corner jek..
sejukk tul hari nie.. kaki tangan smua naik sejuk. kai jacket akuu pon tk load. ahaha. nk mati kot? hahaha. nasib masih boleh berjalan lagie. kuikuikui.. td aku nak amek wudhuk. kat cni standard aaa kai pipe water... bila aku nk komoh mulut, adoiiii.. mcm makan air batuu!! saket sehh gigi akuu.. fuy... see how cold the weather here.. nasib tk ber-snow!! hahaha. hmm.. okayz aaa tkde crite aaa.. boring laaa... tido lagiee baikk. tido lah pengubat segala kebosanan!! hahahaha. ~watever~ kuikuikui..

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 10:55 PM

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Friday, July 15, 2005

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Isn't it beautiful?? woW.. this flower was from my special ones.. guess who?? haha.. well, it was frm 3 of my little cousin sisters! cute arten't they? luv u kids..*muakz*

Nwe, let me describe a little abt dis flower. Well, obviously it is not alive.. it is made of plastics. BuT not juz plastics, if u can see the flower is red rite? well, actually the flower is transparent white while the red thing is a liquid, which is not juz a normal liquid but it does gives out an odour too... it smells very nice & romantic~ haha..

so guyz! wat u waiting for?? get dis flower 4 ur love ones.. surely they'll melt!! haha. im juz promoting dis flower for couples. hahaha!!~watever~

but darling, dun get dis fake flower for me haaa.. i dun want it!! hahahaha!!~ =P

okay dudes..im out.. dats all folks!!~

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 8:13 PM

[[* finally its fridae!!~ *]]

yay yay! hari ni abg aku balek! yay yay! hahaha. tk sabar nk tgk rambut bontak dia.. mesti hensem punyaaa... hahaha. nnti kul 9mlm br dia kluar camp. tp aku rase time tu we're not at home seh... antar bonda gi facial lagik... huhu... but aniwayz, got to meet my bro tonite! yay! hmmm, walau mcm mane pon gaduh, still miss his presence.. haha. mcm tkde sparing partner kat umah. kuikukui.. okayz, mak aku dah bising suruh buat ape bende ntah. baik aku out dulu aaa.. chowz...

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 10:58 AM

[[* duk sorng2.. menaip... *]]

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

huaaaaaaaaa!!! pagiee td abg aku baru masok camp.. adush.. sedey laa... mula2 dr umah, aku maintain je.. smua happy2. aku, abg azmi, kakak, suhana & felicia antar kan abg nur ke camp dia. bonda kebetulan tkleh ikut coz she's on facial mask n at e same time dia tgh mabok muntah2. probably b'coz of e minyak utk slimming dia.. haha... kesian dia..
nwe, kitorng berangkat dlm kul 7.45am dr umah.. aku maintain.... relek.... one corner.... kat dlm bus, aku bagi felicia chance to sit wif abg aku. ye la.. paham2 je laa kan.. aku duk dgn na. aku create story sket juz to avoid frm being sad sambil dgr mp3 aku... bila dah sampai kat bustop dpn camp, it was 8.10am. abg nur plak kene report by 8.30am. so... it was still early to get in... abg nur decided to relek2 kat bustop dulu. spending his last time merOkOk! haha. and also spending time wif us... relek2... bual2... tgk time dah kul 8.25am... hmm.. abg tgk aku. aku tgk dia. haha. same2 takot.. aku pon rase mcm nk kene masok camp gituh. boley rase ape abg aku rase. noe why?? coz.... aku pon dah pernah alami nie smuaaa.... haha. time aku kat klantan tuu haaa.. time bonda tk ikut balik sane. aku gi sorng2.. haaaa.. lagie jauh tuh!! haha. nwe, cut my crapz out~ kesian tul tgk muka.. layu je... den dia let out his hand. dia kata.." sha, salam aku..." aku pon salam dia. den kucup kat pipi dia.. he den hug me tight. we both in tears. gosh.. aku tkleh carry tul aa time tuh... sedey laa sgt.. eventhough i tried to stop my tears running out. degil tul air mata nih. huehuehuehue... nk tubik jgak.. den, we headed to the main gate. bila nk cross tu, abg aku panggil aku.."sha, mari cni. pimpin tgn aku" den we crossed the road 2gether. by the time, i kp myself relek.. paisey laa kalo mat2 cd smuaa kat gate tuu nmpak aku nangis.. mcm mane aku nk elak pon, aku terdgr satu mat ni kate " waaa.. one already sedey..". what?? talkin to us uzzit?? aku tgk kiri kanan tkde org selain dr family kitorng. n at dat time, aku sorng je yg muka sedey. hahaha. paisey nyeeeee!!!!! aiyooo.. mat2 nih tkleh tutup mulut kaa... aku buat slumber je laaa.. jalan trus.. diri sblah abg azmi.. pastu, sampai kat tmpat registration, abg aku gi register name dia while we got to sit kat tmpat well-whishers n parents. tgu punye tgu, mcm2 org aku nmpak. haiz.. smoga Allah lindungi abg aku slalu... i tried opening up stories juz to avoid frm my tears running out.. haiz... paisey2... sket2 ade jgak tErRrjatuh.. haha. den, ade touring program. hmm.. tgk kat screen je.. juz to let us noe wat r e cd kids r doin.. den, bdak2 same badge dgn abg aku kene angkat pledge den followed by natinal anthem. haha. nasib aku masih igt national anthem. lame laa jgak aku tk dgr national anthem spore.. yg aku dgr, mesia nye je... sbb slalu on IKIM.fm pilihan utama... haha. ape2 je lah~ lastly, we got to bid last gudbye dgn abg nur time dia dah line up accordingly.. abg nur kene group C. hmm~ gud luck bro.. time tuu, aku tk braniee dekat dgn dia coz, i noe wat will happen.. heheheh.. so, aku act mcm biase.. but, time tuu.. fuyo... felicia banjir terusss................... haha. aku plak yg kene pujuk dia. aku relek... hati aku sbenar dah banjir jgak. lagi sket air mata nk tubik. tp relek aaa... byk tul org kat ctu. mcm mane pon aku kene tahan air mata dr tubik. haha. dan aku b'jaya... kuikuikui.. last bid, seeing him walking dwn e lane to their hostels wif his platoons... adush......... juz felt like fainting at dat moment. heheh. tp maintain aaa.. pastuu... kitorng pon balek.................................*sobz*

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inilah gambo abg aku time duk sembang2 kat bustop. tk cr bro...~

lps zuho, bapak aku antar aku n na to geylang. hmm.. anak angkat bonda dr mesir ada kirim barang kat kawan dia to smpaikan kat bonda. umah dia kat geylang. sblom zuho dia dah called. bonda suruh kitorng gi umah dia to collect e benda. haiz.. aku dah kepenatan dr camp (bukan penat ape.. saje kepenatan emosie.. heheh). nk tk nk kena laa jgak go.............. nasib bapak aku boley antar.. pegi balek aku tertido dlm kete. hmm.. smpai umah, mak aku tgh tido. so i waited for her while chatting wif my darling... hmm.. release tension sket. heheh. lps chatting dgn dia, bonda pon bgn... when she open up e gift... woW............... it was an arbaya... greenish-black. cantek jgak laa..

kebetulan pulak hari ni besday abg sedara aku.. haha. hapi besday boy~ dah pon 19thn bdak tuh. dulu time kecik2, aku, abg aku n yan(abg sedara aku), main same2, gaduh same2. heheh. sweet old memories...

anyway, dis is e end of my entry for today...... bye...................

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 8:00 PM