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Thursday, August 18, 2005

hari ni aku tk dpt joggin pagi2 coz td pagi hujan. kalo hujan.... ape lagieee............... baP! c'tinue tido beb.. nikmat~ ahaha. smalam pagi fuy~! best aaa.. wif juz a little warm up, aku start lari mcm kuda gila for 2 rounds. muahahaha. keje giller sehh.. aku kat umah boring sgt pagie2.. badan aku pon semankin naik lemak buat lemakz! haha. ape tak, balek2 tido... hmm, aku pon terpikir jgak. tk sihat tul kalo hidup penuh dgn ke-tido-an. haha. otak boley jadi lembab. hmmm.. no..no.. no good... well aniwei, ive juz created new blogspot..... againz????? muahahaha.. no work to do leh... aku saje je gunekan otak aku nie supaya dia tk mampos. haha. ntah ah, blog baru aku tu aku tk tahu nk crite ape.. but if u guys wanna take a look at my design... here goes my new blog add ----> http://ape-k3s.blogspot.com
haaa... sila lah ke laman baru ku~ ntah ape ntah aku merepek laa kat ctu... lps nie aku nk masaokkan chatbox plak kat blog tu. okayz dudez.......... nitez!!

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 8:49 PM

[[* hApPiEeEeeeZ!! *]]

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

haaa.. baru sebut2 name abg aku smalam.. hari ni td maghrib dia balek kejap. he got a "line out" wif 2 of his fwenz b'coz of their best performance during their training. wahhh!! caya laarr abg aku best performance sehh.. huhuhu.. kwn2 abg aku singgah umah cni coz they dunnoe where to go... nwe, they got to report b4 9.30pm.. sblom diorng balek, abg azmi got to snap few of their photoz. haha, tk sangka aku abg aku cute jgak rupe2nye...... cute=rendah... muahahaha. kwn2 dia besar2 tinggi2.. fuy~ tapi aku tk tgk mane ahh.. paisey beb... tk kenal.. kwang3..... hmm, tgh tgu kakak aku n abg azmi balek nie......... diorng balek bwk tuah. muahahhaha. tkde laaa, diornag balek bwk mee siam goweng aku!! lapar laaaa. mlm2 makan ek? tkpe skali skala........ =P hahaha. kk, nk sambong tgk tilawah lagieee.. bubbyezz~

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 9:03 PM

[[* watzup wif todae?? *]]

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

haha.. bestt hari nie. tk kluar mane2 pon(apenye yg best??). pagi2, aku on com jap. ntah ape website aku gi surf. pastu tlg mak aku edit sket blog dia. sambil tlg mak aku tu, aku gi bedal chocolate 7 packet! muahahaha. pastu ape lagiee....... saket kepalerr beb......... ahaha. tgu bapak aku balek lunch den we ate lunch together. lps lunch aku........ ape lagieee........ baP! hahaha. straight landing tanpa tengok kiri kanan. kuikuikui... but somewhere in my nap, i was woken up by some noise! aaarrrgghh! can't have peace!! haha. aku pikit bangla2 mane yg nak cuci bawah blok... cukup time mak aku plak dash in my room. "sha!! mat bomber kat blakang tuuu!!" mak aku kejot aku. haha. t'pranjat aku. aku pikit ade kebakaran ke ape! they were right below my bedrm. haha. patot laa bising! ruper2 nye diorng tgh check water host... hehehe, tgk diorng, teringat plak aku kat abg aku... rindu laaa...kwang3... tkpe2, dis fridae he's comin back! *yippeez* haha. ok, den aku c'tinue nap aku sampai....................... kul 5pm. hehehehe. al-maklumlah tgh 'holiday2' nie kan... enjoy gilerr laa aku. hahaha. time aku bgn, nasib baik aku tk tertendang si winky! haha. dia pon sekaki tido kat katil aku! sibukz je! hahahaha. tkpe... kasi dia chance. tp cute laa jgak dia. nwe, aku bgn, cuci muka sket pastu sembang2 dgn mak aku. kul 5.30pm aku on tv...... third watch!!!!!!!!!!!! my fav show..... kuikuikui.. crite yg boley kasi smangat kat abg aku nih. aahaha. den pikit kul 6pm ade hafazhan. skali.. aiks?? dah tkde! huaaaaaaaaa!! sedey lerr.. cepat sgt abish. tk ramai peserta kot. hmmm... looks like i must take part tooo..... muahahaha.... insyaAllah!~ memandangkan hafazhan tkde...... aku pon teruskan dgn third watch aku laaa.. haha. until 7pm....... hmm.. i started to clean up e kitchen den sweep the balcony, living rm & dining.. haaa... sedap skit mata memandang... well, i guess im the clean type. juz dun like things to mess around. so, DUN MESS WIF ME!!! hahaha. lps kemas mengemas serba sedikit, aku pon berhadapan dgn si computer......... utk update blog ini........ kuikuikui. eh, btw, 4 ur guyz info, tilawah quran dah start kat tv1 and also IKIM.fm tauu. start kul 8.45pm. so dun miss it!! okayz, dat all folkz! gud nite~

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 9:55 PM

[[* hehehe.. tukat lagu lagiee... *]]

Monday, August 15, 2005

haaaa.. dis is the song from kumpulan UNIC.. the tittle is.. Bisikan Malam... fuyoo~ best jgak dgr lagu nie. starting je lagu nie ade doa fav aku.. best lerrr...... aniwei, here's the lyric.. i got it from liriknasyid.com ... meh aku nk share dgn korng. kasi korng insaf sket! muahahaha. Hidayah itu milik Allah.. waAllahu'alam.. same2 kite hayati kata2 lirik ini... insyaAllah

Bisikan Malam

Album : Satu Tekad
Munsyid : UNIC
http://liriknasyid.com

Bila ku didatangi malam
Gelora perasaan mencengkam dijiwa
Masihkah ada lagi
Dayaku menghindar dari kealpaan

Diterjah berbagai persoalan
Dihujani airmata penyesalan
Bisakah terhapus semua
Segala dosa-noda yang bertakhta

Terangi jalan hidupku
Dengan cahaya kasihMu
Pimpinlah daku dengan hidayahMu

Tuhanku...
Di malam syahdu ku merayu
Ampunilah segala dosaku yang lalu
Sujudku mendambakan keredhaanMu
Tempatkan daku di dalam rahmatMu

Tuhanku...
Usah Kau biarkan diriku
Hanyut terleka, di jiwa dunia membelenggu
Dan aku sesungguhnya pasrah padaMu
Hidup matiku hanyalah untukMu

Ya Allah tunjukkan jalan kebenaran
Suburkan jiwa ku dengan keimanan
Hanya pada Mu Oh Tuhan
ku sandarkan harapan

Pengirim : Adzahar Bin Othman
Sumber http://www.sahabathijjaz.net.my

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 10:27 AM

[[* wOoOoOohhHooOo!!~ *]]

Saturday, August 13, 2005

hahaha.. thingz been happening around me... haiz.. juz too lazy to update dis blog man.. haha. let me count... hmm? abt 8 dayz being MIA?? ahaha. nvr mind.. as for now, i sacrifice abit of my time to update a new chpter here.. hahaha.

-kebayarobics-
hav u heard abt kebayarobics?? hahaha.. its the combination name of kebaya + arobic. wooHoo!! not bad aaa!! been enjoying doin dis exercise man!!! hahaha. boleh tahan laa ke-slim-an aku tuu.. muahahaha. but overall... i slept more aaa.. so come back to the square one aaa. haha. got the cd from my auntie. den i burnt a copy for myself. share it wif my parents...
haaa! there's dis one mornin abt 4am.. time aku bgn, mak bapak aku dah bgn aaa. diorng tgh srapan. aku straight gi toilet.. bila aku kluar toilet, makbapak aku dah abish makan. they wasn't in the kitchen. den, aku pon kluar dapor.. time aku kluar dapor, aku toleh kanan, mak aku tgh duk dpn com... den bila aku toleh kiri... JENG JENG JENG!!! ade lembaga putih tgh buat lambaian exercise atas bawah! terkejot aku dibuatnye! nasib tk pengsan! cukup time bila aku usha tul2, haiya... bapak aku tgh buat arobic tu laaa... dgn jubah putih dia!!! ahahaha. terkejot gillerr sehh akuu... fuy~ aku kembali tgk mak aku yg sedang berhadapan dgn com. aku pon tersenyum2 sendiri. hahaha. panic tk tentu pasal! hahaha. rilex...

-cempedak goreng-
fuyyoooo~ sedap gillerrr........... lamer sehh tak makan cempedak goreng.. betapa rindunya ku pada mu.. oh cempedak goreng!!!!!!! ahahahahaha. gilerrzz........ puas sehh makan. td ptg abg aku gi pasar malam kat jurong.. he bought the cempedaks there.. fuy~*high* hahaha. nikmat.. nikmat.. nikmat...

-recently happening-
hmmz.. ape ek.. yg berlaku~ aku luper aaa.. but so far aku tahu aku so-so aaa. mcmm biasa.. happy + excited + down ++ ape2 laa yg patot.. hahaha. crapz!
nwe, risau lak aku.. kat mesia the air gettin unhealthy b'coz of the haze.. haiz.. kawasan perak pon ade jgak kene effect.. but tk seteruk KL aaa. hope it's not gettin worst down there... kat spore tk kene effect lagi.. cuma ntah. sket2 kot? aku pon tk tgk news spore. hehehe. too focus kat mesia. haha.
last nite pikir nk call ehem2! but unfortunately aku dah tk leh carry sehh.. by 9.50pm gituh, aku dah landing.. baP! zZzZzzZZzzZ!!! hahaha. penat semacam. ntah ape ntah yg aku penatkan. hahaha. minum milo terlebih kot? haha. silap aaa.. patot minum kopi ek! *bluerk* hahaha. watevr it is, hope he's doin fine there... lamer laa dia tk online. aku pon dah jarang online jgak.. balek2 tidOoOOo!! bgn.. bukak quran den capai buku maths aku. need too brush up my maths man!! lagi2 additional maths.... fuy~ hopefully dapat aaa flying colourz..........amienn!!~ ape ek lagi............ aku dah tkleh pikit ape lagi aaaaa nk crite ape........ aku rase mlm nie aku landing lagi awal kot? kul 9pm aaa.. lps nie.. nk go wash up... den... baP! yeSS!! dats the time when there's peace!!! hahaha. chioWz.......

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 8:03 PM

[[* hMmmz *]]

Friday, August 05, 2005

lagu ideal tittle pengertian... really loves dis song man. mmg betul aaa segala ucapannye. dis song has been helping me to reduce keresahan dalam jiwa aku skrg. been writing dis lyric several times... sampai hafal dah. hmm... here goes da lyrics..

Sinar cahaya menuju perjalanan ini..
Tika mencari ketenangan yang membawaku ke penghujungan..
Tiada pernahku gambarkan erti kedamaian..
Yang kian lama ku terlena dalam kegelapan..
Di sudut hati,
Hanya Tuhan maha pengerti..
Aku berserah segalanya kekusutan ini..
Hanya hidayah memberi aku ketenangan jiwa kesabaran..
Memberi aku keyakinan dan ketaqwaan..
Pada yg Esa ku pohon keampunan..
Atas segala dosa yang ku lalui..
Kau maha pengasih dan maha penyayang pada hamba..Mu..
Sesungguhnya keagunganMu membawa suatu kebenaran..
Sesungguhnya keesaanMu memberi sinar cahaya hidup......

MasyaAllah.... nwe, sori aaa kalo liriknye ade salah. nie aku dgr pastu aku tulis. heheh. tk jumpa lerr liriknye kat net. ok aaa... chiow dulu...

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 12:07 PM

[[* so was yesterday~ *]]

smalam, aku n na gi mejed Assyakirin kat boon lay. we left house at abt 9am. haha. awal sehh. actually our aim gi sane nk apply for job aaa. but at the same time, kitorng lepak2 kat sane dulu aaa. hehe. best tul mejed dia. quite big aaa.. plus yg paling aku suker skali is peaceful~ tmpat nye very peace.. tk kecoh2 sgt. so boley aku concentrate hafalan aku.. mase time kitorng kluar umah, nk kat hujan, mendung. time sampai kat boon lay station, fuy~ lebat gillerzz.... aku dah mcm wak kang mane gituh. heheheh. i lift up my pants up to my ankle length. tkleh laaa angkat tgi2 sgt... aurat beb. kuikuikui... den sampai je mejed, we relek2 dulu. we reached the mosque at abt 9.45am gituh. took pictures of oueselves. heheheh.. standard aa tuh. jakon laa katekan.. haha. den kitorng buat hafalan sampai zuhor.. in between dat, kitorng pon ade break. dlm kul 11 gituh, aku n na gi beli mee siam goreng kat kantin mejed tu. friendly laa makcik2 kat ctu. hehehe. time beli mee tu, suhana kata nk letak sambal. den aku pon step skali aaa. aku pon nk letak sambal jgak. pikit sambal biase2 je. skali bila makan.... fuy~ aku dah mcm org lari sepuluh batu! b'peluh seh! dah laa tuu.. mcm org m'nangis pon ade.. muahahaha. paisey tul aku. nasib tkde org. tu pon, aku pass mee aku kat na sket. tkleh abish seyy.. $1.20 je tapi byk sehh.. i full packet. nwe, maceh na.. baik tul ko tlg abishkan mee aku ek! hehehe.. after dat, we c'tinue wif our hafalan until zuhor...
lps zuhor plak, we den gi kat receptionist to apply for job. heheh.. we got to fill up the forms given.. den we heade home straight. planning nk gi zulfa kindergarten tak jadi coz masing dah m'ngantok. hehehe. makan mee kenyang beb...

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our pic taken at Assyakirin mosque. Ladies' prayer hall...

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 8:35 AM

[[* wats in my heart?? *]]

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

hmm.. im so confused. my head is still in a mess. im running away from all the bad thoughtz dat conquers me. i dun noe how its gonna be. but somehow, i must have faith & watever happens is God's will... waAllahu'alam..

Alhamdulillah, everythings juz doin fine.. ive gone to jacuzzi to relax myself. e warm water wif bubbles to message.. wow.. but unfortunately, the relaxation had gone when i woke up the nxt morning.. fearness began to strike. depressed n confused of things happening around me. im juz like a turtle in its shell. lock myself in my room. shut my ears n close my eyes and im gone.. gonna be gone forever!!! Ya Allah, help me!! forgive me for wat ive done... bright up my life wif the light of iman.. oh Allah.. lead me the path of truth...

...fearness had overcome me... im lost...

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 7:39 AM

[[* depressed *]]

Monday, August 01, 2005

haiz.. sampai gigil aku dibuatnye. hatiku tk senang. might something gonna change e way it use to be? debar.. sebak.. Ya Allah.. tenangkanlah hatiku.. kurniakanklah aku ketabahan hati.

i feel.. i feel.. i feel like..
aaaAAaaaAAaRRrrrRrrrGggGggGGgHhhHhh!!!!!!! wat telah happen to me man?? gosh~ gettin more & more weaker lately. still shivering no matter how hard i've tried to stop it. my heads spins like a spinning wheel. my throat juz couldn't accept any food. my stomach grumbles. i feel like throwing out more often. gosh~ im weak... im weak... all i can do is to sleep. sleeping juz make me perfect. sleep forever.. im dead by then.. man.. im so weak.....

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 1:04 PM