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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

hmm.. im so confused. my head is still in a mess. im running away from all the bad thoughtz dat conquers me. i dun noe how its gonna be. but somehow, i must have faith & watever happens is God's will... waAllahu'alam..

Alhamdulillah, everythings juz doin fine.. ive gone to jacuzzi to relax myself. e warm water wif bubbles to message.. wow.. but unfortunately, the relaxation had gone when i woke up the nxt morning.. fearness began to strike. depressed n confused of things happening around me. im juz like a turtle in its shell. lock myself in my room. shut my ears n close my eyes and im gone.. gonna be gone forever!!! Ya Allah, help me!! forgive me for wat ive done... bright up my life wif the light of iman.. oh Allah.. lead me the path of truth...

...fearness had overcome me... im lost...

.::. oUtz.. sHa .::. 7:39 AM

*^* sEkiAn... wAsSaLaM *^*

Never say I Love You, If you don't really care... Never talk of feelings, If they aren't really there... Never hold my hand, If you mean to break my heart... Never say forever, If you ever plan to part... Never look into my eyes, If you are telling me a lie... Never say hello, If you think you'll say goodbye... Never say that I'm the ONE, If you dream of more than me... Never lock up my heart, If you don't have the key...